Unjustified true beliefs

Ek sher before the song *( Manzile bhi ushki thi, rasatha bhi ushka tha),-2 Ek mai akhela tha, kafila bhi ushka tha, Saath Saath Chalnhe ki sooch bhi ushki thi Fir rasta badalnhe ka faishala bhi ushka tha (Aaj Kyu akela hu- Dil sawal karta hai )-2 Log tho ushkhe they, Kya huda bhi ushka tha ? Kya huda bhi ushka tha ?...* Hame ek rishta de ,mujhse ek wada tho kar, tuhi ek saathi hai, aaisa koi nata tho bun, aane wali rut,wo sunheri subha, kaisi hogi wo,tu kya jane bhala, Mujhe ek naam tho de, humse ek wada tho kar, chahe aaye jo, hum na honge juda, 'There are just moments i live, and years that i die, It's when you stay numb, that's when my heart wants to cry, aab tu pass nahi, aaisi hai yhe dooriya, chahe maan chahey bhi, tujhese yhe mil paaye na, lekin dil janata hai, hmm..yhe meheki fiza,  tujhe chuu jayegi aase kuch meri taraha, aab tu pass nahi.... 'Dil ke anjuman mhe, uthi ek aawaz si thi yhe zindagi tere bina, kh...

Do nanhi Chidiya ayi thi meri khidki phe, Subha ki kirno khe saath Bathi thi wo purani jaliyho mhe Gungunathe hue koi geet jishmhe kahi daba tha tera naam. Kabhi geele-geele badal khe piche tho hum bhi chale Kabhi kahi- kahi milhe jo, bhaithe tho, hum bhi tho bathe kare Hum bhi tho hai yahan aapna bhi ho ek nisha Kabhi aakhe wo, Kabhi mile tho,jo baki ho, wo bathe ho meri aakho mhe sajakhe wo,aaeshe sapnho jo, meri nindo ko, udhade wo mere aangan mhe, wo jo baithe tho , hawao mhe, barsathe ho wo yaadhe jo, lab jo chule tho ,mere ruh ko, udhade wo  aapnhi yaadho mhe, meri batho ko, wo bhi samhale ho  ushki aakho mhe, niharu wo, sawan jo, samahe ho

I can't sleep at night because of her, and can't talk to her about this because of me ego, It's not fair, It's not right She never calls..F*** I feel like a dog sometimes a bloody dog that wiggle it's tail and roam around random stranger people just so that they will like him and greet him with food, but this person is no stranger to me I have known her for more than 4 year and she's not perfect I know , But my heart thinks she's. I have tried a lot to stop my heart genuine efforts have been put , but all in vain. every time she uploads a new pic I am transformed from a man to dog again. it's pathetic , It's sad at the same time because I am not able to live happily because of it. I had told her what I felt and been turned down badly. And She is in fact so pretty that just not me, a lot of people desire her. but the shittiest part is she never disappoints anyone. That kills me burns me burnt me so many times ,so many. and this is not th...