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Shayari part II

Aaj raat ke andhere mein; kuch khwaab shor karthy hain, chahty hain; kalam se kagaz pe maktoob hojana, kambakt khamakha meri neend kharab karthy hain. Tanhai mein bhi aadat nahi hain; ab akelepan ki, khwaab aur kwahishe shor karti hain,fursat nahi hain, kabhi miljaun agar khud se toh puchenge, chal toh rahe hain rasthy pe, ja toh rahe hain aapni manzil tak, par tumhari chahat nahi hain, kyu chod ke chal diye; unhe jine chinta thi, kyu parayo mein ab humsafar dundthy ho, chalna hi agar zindagi hain toh sapne kyu hain, yaade kyu hain, khuda neh tootne ke liye toh nahi banaya hoga yeh dil, hum janthy hain khuda aisi galtiya nahi kartha, ab taswiro mhe dhundhty ho unhe jo zinda thy, kaash kuch aur waqt bita liya hota, aaj likhna toh main bhi chahata hoon mohabbat ke sher, par kya karu shabh hi nahi hain, kuch sikha hain agar galib se toh yeh, chahe duniya samjhe ya na samjhe, likhna toh hain.

The confused me

I have always been a confused soul. Since childhood, I kept talking about random things, strange ideas. Sometimes some people understand few of them and most times they didn't the thing I hate the most is routine. Whereas people say that routine is a critical skill required to be successful. I abhor routine , routine is jejune for me. I think that corrodes a person's creativity, it eats away freedom, tarnishes my personality. People has always pointed out how confused I was, hell I think that about myself at times. It's not that I can't make logical decisions I can very well, I know the process to make logical decisions. It's seeking & gathering knowledge (data), fitting it to suit your requirement. Find patterns, make predictions. Analyze the data & make logical choices based on that data but the problem is there is so much data. Secondly, so many opportunities, so many things to do. I try to filter it at times but my brain doesn't allow it, it fee

Kuch Purani Baathy - Anthology

Mandir Masjid mein bhi khuda na mila Socha Madhushala mein hi dhund lu Kisi gali mein tera pata na mila socha sitaron mein hi khoj lu Tu kya jaane, kahan kahan phire  teri talash mein hum -2 is kadar haal thy jaise pyaase ko registan mhe kua na mila Some people are not people they are ideas most authentic and original ideas and that makes them most interesting Kifayat takriban aisi hai ke, Sukoon e dil ke liye kuch toh aitmaan karu, Aur unse nazar jo mile phir unhe salam karu, Hume toh hosh nahi aap mashwara dijiye - 2 Kahan se chedhu phasana kahan tamam karu School ki purani kitabo ke panno mhe,  woh recesses ke break mhe ghumthe huyi batho mhe, woh class mhe piche bheth ke hasna,  woh phone pe ghanto baat karna,  woh vaado ko samhal ke rakhna ,  woh yado ko banathy rehna

Retiring before starting

So this is my story of why I vouch to antecedent my retirement, even before stepping into proper career in my early 20's. I had worked for a multinational company for exactly 21 months and not a day more, was it a deliberate well calculated decisions or was I being capricious. Well the real reason for me quitting my job was, Because I Wanted To. (more heart less brain) I know in today's world it's difficult to find jobs, but I know myself and I know I can be diligent for what I want. I can work hard and I can get things if I set my mind to it, Fear as I discussed in my previous post was build to protect us or help us survive. But Survival is not living, at least not living to out full potential. Sometimes the heart knows better what it wants and the mind cannot comprehend it just yet. I followed an instinct, a calling you may say and I know whatever will happen will happen for the better. There was only one thing on my mind that wanted to go to foreign university t

Survival

Understanding fear To understand survival we need to first start with understanding fear. Fear is one of our most basic instincts and unarguably one of the strongest motivator, which has helped us live for centuries. it's the default response to any new situation. Now that you have a generic understanding on fear I can continue with my essay. I am going to ask a lot of questions in the following essay and here's why I have always been a thinker, thoughts to me come effortlessly. I have known to overanalyze at times, deep thinking over trivial things. I'm a curious person to begin with that's why I have been a thinker. SURVIVAL Have you ever wondered why few have better lifestyle, is it because of the decisions they make or they're fast in thinking ? The most developed sense in a human is common sense, we have higher cerebral strength compared to any other animal in the animal kingdom, evolution has given us the gift to think. To survive in the jungle we

The Late Night Camping Adventure

Once upon a time there was an adventurous dude.. Who wanted to give his friends an experience of a lifetime.. He planned for a night trekking, cave exploration and camping trip.. The journey began with Manushri driving..and you can bet the story is only going to get much more adventurous as we proceed, so the characters somehow managed to reach the destination alive *footnote : the music in the car was amazing The famous five reached the destination at 2:30 am at night, and the ascent on the hill began The night was scary and cold, but the dude was not scared, because he's the dude They were carrying 3 tents, 3 sleeping bags, one big trekking bag, and 2 small bags Halfway through the hill there was a shiva temple, after that the real rocky risky terrain began, the dude was leading the way for others.  Under the moonless sky it was pitch dark and difficult to find the way, but somehow they reached the summit of the hill, they put on some motivational high energy music t