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The Unanswered Questions.



I was finally able to reduce the time I think of her, by keeping myself utterly busy. She on the other hand never realized how much I loved her. I have spent a lot of time thinking that I was too late to say what I felt, and then I thought I was a fool to let her go and all this while, I have been blaming myself for everything. I could only redeem myself with the cause or the reason why I let her go it was because we both were very young I wanted her to experience life by herself and me with what life had for me…I wanted us to explore, because that is what I think life is all about exploring. I was slowly but steadily getting back on track, I needed no supports or helping hands now…I started to smile again but the smile has lost some of its kidness (it’s my own word for immatureness). Then one day suddenly the phone rings out of nowhere.  I really can’t understand now what she wants. Biggest problem with me; I can’t ask her this either. There are some questions in this world which are always left unanswered, in my case Unasked.

Thought of the day – what you love you should let it go; if it comes back it’s always yours.

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