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Facts about me.

I forget people after some time  not only people i forget everything after sometime, i have very few memories about my past. Only those which deeply embedded in me. And the span of my forgetting is quit fast.
I don't feel many things, and those which i do feel, I am not very good in expressing those. I think i have a fear of expressing my feelings to others, i think it will make me vanurable and weak.
 I don't know what i want, I am generally confused most of the time, only that thing which is important to me now, is the thing which is most important to me. i am not able to fall in love anymore.

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