Unjustified true beliefs

I forget people after some time  not only people i forget everything after sometime, i have very few memories about my past. Only those which deeply embedded in me. And the span of my forgetting is quit fast. I don't feel many things, and those which i do feel, I am not very good in expressing those. I think i have a fear of expressing my feelings to others, i think it will make me vanurable and weak.  I don't know what i want, I am generally confused most of the time, only that thing which is important to me now, is the thing which is most important to me. i am not able to fall in love anymore.

I was finally able to reduce the time I think of her, by keeping myself utterly busy. She on the other hand never realized how much I loved her. I have spent a lot of time thinking that I was too late to say what I felt, and then I thought I was a fool to let her go and all this while, I have been blaming myself for everything. I could only redeem myself with the cause or the reason why I let her go it was because we both were very young I wanted her to experience life by herself and me with what life had for me…I wanted us to explore, because that is what I think life is all about exploring. I was slowly but steadily getting back on track, I needed no supports or helping hands now…I started to smile again but the smile has lost some of its kidness (it’s my own word for immatureness). Then one day suddenly the phone rings out of nowhere.  I really can’t understand now what she wants. Biggest problem with me; I can’t ask her this either. There are some questions in this world wh...

Ek sher before the song *( Manzile bhi ushki thi, rasatha bhi ushka tha),-2 Ek mai akhela tha, kafila bhi ushka tha, Saath Saath Chalnhe ki sooch bhi ushki thi Fir rasta badalnhe ka faishala bhi ushka tha (Aaj Kyu akela hu- Dil sawal karta hai )-2 Log tho ushkhe they, Kya huda bhi ushka tha ? Kya huda bhi ushka tha ?...* Hame ek rishta de ,mujhse ek wada tho kar, tuhi ek saathi hai, aaisa koi nata tho bun, aane wali rut,wo sunheri subha, kaisi hogi wo,tu kya jane bhala, Mujhe ek naam tho de, humse ek wada tho kar, chahe aaye jo, hum na honge juda, 'There are just moments i live, and years that i die, It's when you stay numb, that's when my heart wants to cry, aab tu pass nahi, aaisi hai yhe dooriya, chahe maan chahey bhi, tujhese yhe mil paaye na, lekin dil janata hai, hmm..yhe meheki fiza,  tujhe chuu jayegi aase kuch meri taraha, aab tu pass nahi.... 'Dil ke anjuman mhe, uthi ek aawaz si thi yhe zindagi tere bina, kh...

Do nanhi Chidiya ayi thi meri khidki phe, Subha ki kirno khe saath Bathi thi wo purani jaliyho mhe Gungunathe hue koi geet jishmhe kahi daba tha tera naam. Kabhi geele-geele badal khe piche tho hum bhi chale Kabhi kahi- kahi milhe jo, bhaithe tho, hum bhi tho bathe kare Hum bhi tho hai yahan aapna bhi ho ek nisha Kabhi aakhe wo, Kabhi mile tho,jo baki ho, wo bathe ho meri aakho mhe sajakhe wo,aaeshe sapnho jo, meri nindo ko, udhade wo mere aangan mhe, wo jo baithe tho , hawao mhe, barsathe ho wo yaadhe jo, lab jo chule tho ,mere ruh ko, udhade wo  aapnhi yaadho mhe, meri batho ko, wo bhi samhale ho  ushki aakho mhe, niharu wo, sawan jo, samahe ho

I can't sleep at night because of her, and can't talk to her about this because of me ego, It's not fair, It's not right She never calls..F*** I feel like a dog sometimes a bloody dog that wiggle it's tail and roam around random stranger people just so that they will like him and greet him with food, but this person is no stranger to me I have known her for more than 4 year and she's not perfect I know , But my heart thinks she's. I have tried a lot to stop my heart genuine efforts have been put , but all in vain. every time she uploads a new pic I am transformed from a man to dog again. it's pathetic , It's sad at the same time because I am not able to live happily because of it. I had told her what I felt and been turned down badly. And She is in fact so pretty that just not me, a lot of people desire her. but the shittiest part is she never disappoints anyone. That kills me burns me burnt me so many times ,so many. and this is not th...

Well you have always been told that there are 2 kinds of people in the world those who like a certain thing and those who don't, well that's wrong...there are actually three kind of people in the world, 1. those who like X, 2. Those who don't like X, 3. those who don't know whether to like X or not, so they just watch what it is, Say huh with a *sigh* and move on in life. I know this because I am the third kind...for example whenever i watch a video on youtube...I don't think whether i like it or not, but just watch it and move to the next one i don't develop feeling toward a thing so easily , i don't know it's tough to start liking a thing on the first time itself you really should have to be in the mood of it..to like it.

Facebook,twitter omegle,...are undoubtedly the best way to pass your time and all these sites bring out a different side of you...your family is on facebook so you are a good boy there whereas on omegle you become the greatest playboy ever.. that's just how you roll Yo!,But at the end of the day you learn something from it. This blog is about my two different avatars That is Facebook guy/Omegle stud. and the guy i am on linked it(the business circle blog) in which i am a sophisticated guy, Twitter is for my Superstar avatar, Facebook is the guy who everyone think they know, Omegle is the stud guy avatar, and blogger is my Philosophical guy. Google+ is that guy who don't come online everyday. So as in differant phases of life you get to be a different person on different website also you get to be a different person and ya Youtube the crazy guy/superstar avatar.