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Retiring before starting

So this is my story of why I vouch to antecedent my retirement, even before stepping into proper career in my early 20's. I had worked for a multinational company for exactly 21 months and not a day more, was it a deliberate well calculated decisions or was I being capricious. Well the real reason for me quitting my job was, Because I Wanted To. (more heart less brain) I know in today's world it's difficult to find jobs, but I know myself and I know I can be diligent for what I want. I can work hard and I can get things if I set my mind to it, Fear as I discussed in my previous post was build to protect us or help us survive. But Survival is not living, at least not living to out full potential. Sometimes the heart knows better what it wants and the mind cannot comprehend it just yet. I followed an instinct, a calling you may say and I know whatever will happen will happen for the better. There was only one thing on my mind that wanted to go to foreign university t...

Survival

Understanding fear To understand survival we need to first start with understanding fear. Fear is one of our most basic instincts and unarguably one of the strongest motivator, which has helped us live for centuries. it's the default response to any new situation. Now that you have a generic understanding on fear I can continue with my essay. I am going to ask a lot of questions in the following essay and here's why I have always been a thinker, thoughts to me come effortlessly. I have known to overanalyze at times, deep thinking over trivial things. I'm a curious person to begin with that's why I have been a thinker. SURVIVAL Have you ever wondered why few have better lifestyle, is it because of the decisions they make or they're fast in thinking ? The most developed sense in a human is common sense, we have higher cerebral strength compared to any other animal in the animal kingdom, evolution has given us the gift to think. To survive in the jungle we...

The Late Night Camping Adventure

Once upon a time there was an adventurous dude.. Who wanted to give his friends an experience of a lifetime.. He planned for a night trekking, cave exploration and camping trip.. The journey began with Manushri driving..and you can bet the story is only going to get much more adventurous as we proceed, so the characters somehow managed to reach the destination alive *footnote : the music in the car was amazing The famous five reached the destination at 2:30 am at night, and the ascent on the hill began The night was scary and cold, but the dude was not scared, because he's the dude They were carrying 3 tents, 3 sleeping bags, one big trekking bag, and 2 small bags Halfway through the hill there was a shiva temple, after that the real rocky risky terrain began, the dude was leading the way for others.  Under the moonless sky it was pitch dark and difficult to find the way, but somehow they reached the summit of the hill, they put on some motivational high energy music t...

The loser I have been

Love: I don't understand love, I don't...I had it once or else I thought I had..at that time I was as crazy for her as a dog is meeting their master..I enjoyed every moment spent with her, few of my best jokes and dialogues in life were from that time..I was cretin this was the closest i have come to loving somebody..I was infatuated with her looks her eyes, her smile , her voice , everything and I ignored everything which can be displeasing about her. It didn't work out, next few years I spent finding someone which was the closest replica of hers..It didn't work out either. Meanwhile doing that I ignored those who were found of me, and i consider this as my biggest mistake, It's always been very difficult for me to move on, why I ask why should I move on from something so perfect, so pleasing. those were the moments I wished that the time should stop. but now those people who were my closest friends, few of the people I care about deeply have moved on and that i...

The Wining Day

The day I will call my winning day is the day I'll have enough money to live up all my fantasies, travels, adventures and comparing to all my friends I am in no way lagging behind , either I'm at power or making higher bucks than them, secondly I have a beautiful, fun loving and smart girlfriend who loves me  and I have the most fun with her of my life, do the most romantic things with her. Oh how I wish this to be true. The days I can give parents what they always wanted, a world tour, enough money to start a school/ annat aasharam, to contribute to their dreams and make them really happy, when I'm doing something I love and making an impact in the society, I am famous for it and respected in the world. I am teaching my skills and learning things which give me peace. The day when people are looking up to me, than me looking up to them. and I have made a mark in this world.

Simply

Let's do it simply, and make it easy, Let's keep it real, And make it fun, coz to tell the truth, you're really crazy Because I want you by my side, for empty days and lonely nights, And I will say this every day, Till I convince you to stay I'm going to paint a picture with my guitar and make you see... This world is not, what it seems to be ...

Green Garden Grass

I have got a pocket-full of sunshine, walking in the moonlight, thinking about the days that have past, I have been watching your great smile, laying on the green garden grass, when we were making funny things out of stars, (I have been playing my old guitar)**, (humming our goofy* crazy* songs*)**, Do you remember the crazy night we danced till morning light and* songs on which we danced to and the moment I stepped on your shoe, I have got a trunk full of old guitars, many unfinished rhymes about you, and songs about the days that have past, when I was watching your great smile, laying on the green garden grass, and we were making funny things out of stars, (Do you remember the funny story  smell of the morning glory)* (Coz I had never danced ever before)** (smiling you told me to follow your lead)** And I'm still waiting for a sign which will tell me, you're mine I know a long time since that have past but I'm still on that green garden...